Oh God, Have Mercy on Me!!!

Like whatever I do is never enough;
to satisfy your appetite to torture me.
Always lingering around me; your breath on my neck.
I am fighting  and fighting like there is no ending,
barely surviving all the torments you curse upon me.
Leave me alone, let me be at peace.
Let me find my happy ending.
My deepest fear is that I am getting weaker,
not being able to fight as hard no more,
and drown to the abyss of failure.
My strength weakens; I am losing all hope...
I am doing all I can.
Oh God, have mercy upon me!!!